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(Jane was okay, although she said she’d had another long wait before and after hydro. Things aren’t too well organized, or are too busy. Jane got blue over the hydro situation, the waiting, new people lifting her and not knowing how, etc. I met a couple of new nurses or aides myself. One looked in for a moment after her own therapy — didn’t look good, Jane said. My own theory is that the people who work there get sick of it after a while, and then get sick in order to get a rest or a vacation with pay.

(Jane ate a good lunch, though, in spite of having some spasms. I told her my scratching had subsided considerably since yesterday. “There’s only one answer,” I said in answer to her news about the hospital. “I know,” she said, “and that’s what I’m trying to do.” Truly, I added, it was the only way to get rid of all the basic negativity in the place. I sometimes wondered why Jane’s body didn’t recognize that to an even more profound degree, and see to it that her physical body healed itself even more rapidly so that we could get out.

(After holding a session on November 10, 1982, Jane went eleven months before her next one on October 9, 1983. In the meantime, she’d gone into the hospital on April 20, 1983. Now, starting at 4:00, I read her portions of some of the sessions she’d held since resuming them in October. There are many good points therein, and I don’t want to lose track of them. Jane did say that she wanted to have a session. We’d wondered about her lack of physical motion to any great degree recently.)

As far as Ruburt’s motions are concerned, the body is following its own rhythms, which will sometimes involve overt, noticeable exercise and activity on the one hand, while on the other it exercises internally, so to speak, making all preparations for the other later exercises and motion. It seemed, for example, sudden when Ruburt fed himself, even if briefly, but that exterior improvement followed many inner manipulations, which until then had not connected in that particular manner.

(After a few minutes, Jane said the dream could have been related to the injuries the nurse’s aide had suffered to her own impaired leg — the one that had been stapled inside that I described in a recent session. The doctor’s negative suggestions to her could have been involved.