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(Jane was okay, although she said she’d had another long wait before and after hydro. Things aren’t too well organized, or are too busy. Jane got blue over the hydro situation, the waiting, new people lifting her and not knowing how, etc. I met a couple of new nurses or aides myself. One looked in for a moment after her own therapy — didn’t look good, Jane said. My own theory is that the people who work there get sick of it after a while, and then get sick in order to get a rest or a vacation with pay.

(As I drifted off into my nap at 5:15, after finishing my dehypnotizing massage of Jane, I remembered the dream I’d had last night. After the nap I described it to her, and said I’d wanted to do so earlier, so Seth could comment if he wanted to. I’d dreamed, in color, that Jane rebroke her right leg several times in the same place. Insurance hassles were involved also. I woke up stewing, and finally had to get up from my chair to take some baking soda to relieve my stomach. I slept well after that.

(After a few minutes, Jane said the dream could have been related to the injuries the nurse’s aide had suffered to her own impaired leg — the one that had been stapled inside that I described in a recent session. The doctor’s negative suggestions to her could have been involved.

(Then Jane told me that she, too, had had a negative dream last night. A woman she met had cancer of the face, and was taking the drug interferon as treatment. The woman told Jane that Jane had the same kind of facial skin that she had — with all of its negative suggestions.

(It sounds almost as though Jane and I had our worrisome dreams in tandem. We agreed that they represented fears on our parts — that they weren’t literal or precognitive in any sense.)