“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Jane ate a good lunch as we talked. While I answered mail she began reading yesterday’s session, and once again did very well, holding the pages in her left hand as usual. She said that last night she’d had a brief blue period, in which she’d wondered if she’d ever walk out on the street again, but got herself out of it by saying “cancel” to herself, and remembering Seth’s material.

(When the nurse took Jane’s temperature it was 98.8. “My God,” I joked, “that’s almost perfect.”

(Jane got tired waiting for people to take all of her vital signs, like blood pressure and temperature, so she launched into the session.)

(4:07. The nurse came in to take Jane’s blood pressure. Jane asked for some iced ginger ale. She said that she was doing well — obviously — then added that when she spoke a sentence for Seth she also sensed the other sentences to come, or those around the spoken one. “Like even if I give one that’s at the bottom, like a brick at the bottom of a building, I know the ones up at the top of the building.”

(4:39 p.m. “Well, that’s your longest session yet,” I said. Jane agreed. She sipped ginger ale and had a smoke while I read her the rest of the session. It’s very good.

(“I didn’t want to interrupt while you were reading,” Jane said, “but I began to get what he’s going to say about a whole lot of things … He’s going to get into epilepsy, and say that it’s a result of your fear of your own power, and short-circuits it. The same thing with secondary personalities, so you can blame your actions on something else.”

(7:10. I left Jane after saying the prayer we always use with her, and went shopping at ACME supermarket on Elmira’s south side. Finished eating supper at 9:45 p.m.

(I meant to note: Some of today’s Seth material reminds me of Jane’s “sinful-self” material. Probably inevitable in this book, at least at times …)