“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(3:00. She began reading yesterday’s session, not too easily — then quit at 3:20 for a cigarette. I worked on mail. I also gave myself the suggestions Seth had outlined in the session for January 19, concerning my eyes when they aren’t seeing as sharply as I know they can. It helped. I’d also used the suggestion a couple of times this morning, with good results. It’s a matter of worrying. I need to use the suggestion for a few days in order to give my creative self time to put it into effect; that’s the way suggestion usually works with me.

(Long pause.) Give us a moment … Maude was pleased and also astonished by your letter. She did not realize your circumstances — the medical expenses, or their extent. She is a great organizer, and is at work at several plans.

(4:14 p.m. I read the session to Jane. “That ought to make you feel better, especially that part about the dream,” I said. Jane agreed that she’d been stewing about getting better, getting out of the hospital, even more lately than I’d thought she was. She even wondered “if they have any kind of wheelchair I could use to get around in …” I said I doubted if she could fit in any kind of chair until her doubled-up right leg began to open up more. But the important thing is that that desire is now present, and will certainly bear results — good ones. She’s now expressing serious desires about mobility that I can’t remember her voicing for many years. The changes are in the works, and Seth has given many encouraging bits of information that they are having, and will have, an effect.