“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

“While doing it, I felt mildly exhilarated. My consciousness gets a smooth feeling at such times, an easiness. Yet I was also aware of the same kind of reluctance I’d felt in the sleep state last night; as if I was trying to do something … difficult, or translate information that was more distant than usual from our ordinary concepts. I almost felt stubborn, like a reluctant child, wanting to do the thing but not wanting to make the effort at the same time. The easiness won over, though.

“These ‘past’ probabilities are not fleshed out in our terms, but they’re brilliantly focused in their own life. In the Saratoga experience¹ I felt ghostly because there I was a future probability … At certain levels of consciousness, through bypassing direct neurological activity and impact, you can then glimpse other portions of your own probable experience — both in the future and the past.

“Instead, I felt myself entering another level of consciousness. I grumbled for a minute, wondering if I wanted to go along or end it and type. Then I thought that something important might be up; and I ‘knew’ that this-whatever it was-was connected with my experiences of last night. So I went along, and wrote my second statement of the day.

[...] She felt good. I read the Preface to her — and she felt even better.

[...] She also felt that we’d eaten supper [at 7:30] too close to session time.