1 result for (book:tps7 AND heading:"delet session octob 29 1983" AND stemmed:afraid)
[... 3 paragraphs ...]
(3:48. However, by this time Jane was in the process of straining, grunting and groaning as she moved her entire body to some degree. “Oh, Jesus....” Head and neck, arms and hands, legs and feet all moved in concert. “I don’t know what the hell I was doing, but I used the [right] knee a lot more, I know that....” She was afraid people would start coming in to do her vitals, and see her moving; she feared that once she started a series of movements, she couldn’t cut them off right away if someone entered 330. I thought to hell with those concerns.
[... 12 paragraphs ...]
(4:40. Strong side-to-side motions of head and shoulders, panting. The supper tray came. “I keep watching the clock,” Jane said. More upper torso movements. She was concerned at the amount of time she was taking up with her motions, but I told her to forget that. She asked me to ask Seth if she was in a trance when she did her motions sometimes: “If I can ever calm down enough to do it,” she added, referring to having a session. I said I thought she might be at least some of the time; the new motions, repeated, could act to put her “under” because of the novelty of the new motions, etc. Jane talked about having become afraid of her natural agility, of exceeding her physical capacity.
[... 10 paragraphs ...]