“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Last night, for perhaps only the second or third time since coming home from the hospital last March, Jane slept through the night, as I did: although I woke up several times to check on her, feeling uneasy that I wasn’t putting her on the commode, etc. In addition, she slept on her left side practically the whole time—very welcome news. This is the kind of change in position she needs in order to encourage healing of her decubiti.

(When she began speaking for Seth her voice was stronger than it had been, and had a different monotone-like quality that was quite unusual. I took it to mean that more effort was required for the session, or at least that her current physical situation resulted in a changed delivery. Pauses as usual.)

(I will now write Sheri asking for copies of all correspondence she’s had with England, both on her part and theirs, so that perhaps we can correlate Jane’s changing condition with their efforts. We may want such records later if either of us does any exploration of or writing about the whole situation.

(As far as the Sayre moving idea goes, I told Jane, I didn’t know what to think or say. The idea of uprooting our entire lives at this time seems far out—especially, I told her, when she couldn’t even go with me to look at houses. If in a couple of months, say, she is able to accompany me to look at houses, I’ll be delighted. As it is, I don’t understand how I’m to get any work done, help Jane, handle business affairs, change even my driver’s license, and move all at the same time. This, all after we’ve found a suitable place and have sold our house in Elmira on 1730 Pinnacle Road.

(I added that a great attraction here in recent years has been my ever-growing appreciation of the glimpses I get of the wildlife in the area, from the deer to the geese, rabbits, chipmunks, ‘coons, dogs, cats and what-have-you. At the same time, I appreciate the value of a potential change.)