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(“If I can. Do the dishes and check the mail, then I’ll try.... I’m awful glad I said something about them,” she added, “but when I do the feelings start to come up also....” Jane’s voice trembled. She’s remarked before that it’s very hard for her to talk about the feelings when they begin to reveal themselves to her consciously.
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(“Maybe if you’ll let me mutter on,” Jane said, with nearly a laugh. “I even have these dreams that you can wish me out into the car and take me down to those hills in Pennsylvania.... And I even wonder about the woman [Mrs. Anderson] who lived in this house, and committed suicide later—though it’s no big deal. I don’t feel suicidal, as far as I know. Although I feel very scary about doing something like yelling or pulling my hair or something like that—I don’t know—losing control, and yet when I look around our room I never fail to take note of the room and the red couch cover, and how beautiful it is.”
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