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scares
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(“Well, we can do something about that,” I said. “Do you want to have a session?”
(“If I can. Do the dishes and check the mail, then I’ll try.... I’m awful glad I said something about them,” she added, “but when I do the feelings start to come up also....” Jane’s voice trembled. She’s remarked before that it’s very hard for her to talk about the feelings when they begin to reveal themselves to her consciously.
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(“Maybe if you’ll let me mutter on,” Jane said, with nearly a laugh. “I even have these dreams that you can wish me out into the car and take me down to those hills in Pennsylvania.... And I even wonder about the woman [Mrs. Anderson] who lived in this house, and committed suicide later—though it’s no big deal. I don’t feel suicidal, as far as I know. Although I feel very scary about doing something like yelling or pulling my hair or something like that—I don’t know—losing control, and yet when I look around our room I never fail to take note of the room and the red couch cover, and how beautiful it is.”
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(“Youth and innocence must have been on our side, back there at York Beach,” Jane said, “when we felt so terrible. The whole thing with your eyes adds to the whole thing—I can barely see what I eat, though if I put on my close-up glasses I could.... I want to see if I can get more comfortable. Then I get the feeling that scares you even more—that you’re scared to death of the hospital, and yet you’re afraid to dismiss your doctor and say to hell with the whole bit—I must be hiding stuff, see, because I’m getting ready to cry, because the time might come when you couldn’t stand it any more, and you’d have to do it—go back to the hospital—go through it all again—then I just tell myself I’d make out again, just like millions of people....”
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(2:24. “Do you want to go lay down?” I asked. She hadn’t gone to the john since about 7:30 AM.
(“I don’t want to go lay down. I might have to go in and go to the bathroom, which I don’t want to do—then come back out here and see what I can do—maybe have a session....”
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