“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(After family left we sat at the card table, and to my surprise Jane told me to get the notebook. I gladly did so. She hallucinated a tree and other objects as I worked on these notes. “I’m afraid I won’t be able to get into it, or if I do he won’t have anything to say.... But okay....” Off came her glasses.)

(5:43 PM. And that was it. We need a lot more. I probably won’t call Dr. Kardon or the hospital tomorrow, but will simply wait for nature to take its course, since except for the movement in the knees—which hasn’t increased—it’s been all bad, so the general outcome for the future is all but inevitable. I’d told Jane earlier, referring to it several times from different angles, that I felt the sessions were closing themselves down, for good. I may even make that decision myself. I’ve also thought of not finishing Dreams, but going back to painting for the rest of my life—another option. I know that sooner or later I’ll be doing this no matter what the outcome of our present situation is, whenever Dreams is finished, I suspect at this time.