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(It was 33 degrees, with light snow and much dampness on the day after Thanksgiving. Jane was comfortable in room 330, though. She went to hydro this morning. The hospital corridors are still very quiet.

(We had a hassle over our menu for tomorrow, which I couldn’t locate in order to fill out. We finally got it resolved. Jane ate well. While we were eating we had a flurry of action in 330 as people—male and female—had to get in and dust and mop the floor, and talk about paintings, and so forth. We also had the privilege throughout the afternoon of watching a “holiday special” on TV—three Godzilla/King Kong movies in a row. There didn’t appear to be much else available.

(3:00. Jane started reading yesterday’s session, but didn’t do very well. She made many mistakes, and I helped her out at times. She was able to grasp the edge of the paper with her left hand, though—something she hasn’t been able to do before. Another good sign, I told her. The strength in her hands has been increasing.

(3:55. After having her vitals taken—temperature, 95.8—Jane began some mild overall motions with her left foot, head and shoulders, and arms. I finally asked her if she wanted to have a session.

(4:20. I explained to Jane some thoughts I’d had in bed last night—that her returning home in reasonably good shape would solve all of our major challenges at this time: her career, income, insurance problems, physical freedom, the ability to travel if we chose—all of them, freeing us to start leading some sort of more-or-less normal lifestyle. I added that we simply have to banish all negative thinking, and concentrate upon creative ends—we have no room or need for anything else.

(4:28. I told Jane I’d like some remarks from Seth about what I’d just said. She agreed with my thinking. “I just get impatient, thinking about all of it,” she said.)