1 result for (book:tps7 AND heading:"delet session novemb 2 1982" AND stemmed:was)
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sc
abandonment
November
iii
dozing
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(The call was over our speakerphone, so Jane could hear SC when he said that her Seven III “was charming,” and that he liked it very much. [...] Jane was very pleased that SC liked Seven, since I learned that she’d been worrying about this. [...]
[...] The call was in response to my letter to Nancy on October 22, re Tam telling Jane that Pocket Books had published the paperback edition of Seven II. Not so, SC explained, citing the mix-up surrounding Tam’s leaving and his own efforts to learn what was going on in the new job. [...]
[...] Now Jane told me however, that she was feeling “panicky.” [...] Then she said she thought her fright was connected to her fear of abandonment as a child—and that she would finally make life so miserable for me that I’d leave her. [...]
[...] A primary one was why Jane’s personality would continue behavior that could bring on the threat of abandonment, as she saw it—the symptoms—if she had such a fear of that possibility. [...] Another question was why her overall personality would continue behavior that could conceivably bring about the eventual demise of the physical body—and thus the death of those very portions of the personality that were causing all the trouble, and had been for years. [...]
[...] The self-destructive behavior was much more advanced now, though, and I could only hope and trust that my dear wife’s feelings of panic were an attempt on her personality’s part to at least discharge some of the dangerous emotional charge that must have accumulated over the years, while being repressed. [...] But I was as baffled as ever, I said, that the personality would put the poor body in such a position that it couldn’t be at peace either sitting up or laying down. [...]
[...] I tried to reassure her before I started supper, but was so upset that it was very difficult. [...]
(The time given above is misleading, since no session was actually held tonight. [...]
(“I was picking up the name just now,” she said. [...]
(I replied that if I was involved in that fashion, then I had to be a late link in a long chain of such fears. [...]
[...] After supper she told me to come out for the session at 8:15, but I was still working on these notes at 8:45, and she hadn’t called me. [...]
