“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(4:00. I described to Jane my dream of last night, and asked that Seth comment next time. One can stand next to the elevator bank and look out at the parking lot for the emergency room at the back of the hospital. I often do this on my way out, for I can see my car out there where I usually park. In my dream I looked out and down at the car, and saw three pieces of paper lying on the asphalt next to the left front wheel of the car. I knew at once that these papers represented three payments of money from the Major Medical division of Blue Cross. In the dream this knowledge at once brought me some peace of mind, and I fell into a deep sleep. It was about 2:00 AM, and I’d spent a restless night, waking up often, worrying about when and if we’d ever get the insurance payment business straightened out.

(Indeed, I’ve been worrying a lot lately—at times—about whether we’d even be considered by Blue Cross for the major medical payments—so I’ve also been worrying about what we’d do if this worst scenario came to pass. I haven’t told Jane much about my fears. The dream, I knew, resolved my concerns. My fears have been aggravated by the delay in getting our medical records to the insurance company, the length of time it seems to take to get anything resolved—the whole bit. As soon as I had the dream, I told Jane, I took it for granted that things would be okay.

(I should add that my dream of seeing the money so far away—out by the car—also meant things. That the problems still aren’t resolved, due to the length of time it takes to get anything done, but that they are on the way to being solved, mainly. The car also represents transportation, I thought, meaning that the money still has to get to us. There could be other meanings too.

Your dream represents the fact that you know the insurance affair will be settled properly. The car represents the idea of distance also, since the checks do not originate in this city.

(I was particularly glad to get Seth’s confirmation of the meaning of my dream. I was most concerned that we be able to maintain the financial status quo while Jane was showing so many improvements, along with the promise of doing even better. All we want to do now is to get out of the hospital.