“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(3:38. Jane started reading yesterday’s session, and once again did very well indeed, after a slightly rocky start. As she read she began going faster and faster, until I was quite surprised indeed. This was her best effort yet, even better than last time. To her, her reading was “very clear, though not quite normal,” but it was fast. At times the type became quite dark, she said.

(In answer to some questions I asked, she said that when she reads with her right eye open and the left one closed, she gets no double vision. When she reads with the left eye open also, she can still read, but gets a “ghost image” of whatever is in front of her—my paintings on the wall at the foot of her bed, say—on the typewritten page as a miniature image. Or she may see two images off her left knee if she isn’t reading, though one of the images is a good deal fainter. But she said that the spasmodic darker type “means that I’m seeing color better.” I told her her vision would continue to improve, and am very enthusiastic about this.

(4:14. Jane’s feet were moving a little as I read a letter. “My right big toe is hot as hell inside,” she said. Circulation improving, I said. I opened the window wide, since she was quite warm. It was raining heavily, but warm.

(Jane talked about 458 W. Water St., in Elmira, and some of the great times we’d had there. I said I had similar feelings almost every day as I drove past the place on the way to the hospital at 1:00 PM. All the windows of apartment 5 that I glimpse as I go past seem to hold a special charm for me. We spent 15 years there, after all. I told her I’m always going to park out front and just walk through the house, but I never do.

It is an excellent sign that as portions of the body are released they move spontaneously, following their own order—but they do move with remarkable ease, even while other portions of the body are slowly beginning to release themselves.

The released motions are not only spontaneous, but are experienced joyfully—another very important point.

I may or may not return, again according to those rhythms of which I speak—but I am present in any case, and available.