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(I gave Jane the dosage last night and this morning. This afternoon as I was changing her dressings, the little finger of her left hand began to turn darker as she lay on the bed. She didn’t tell me this or show it to me until I had wheeled her back to the card table. She said her position, lying on her side, had something to do with it. [The irony of it is that her left middle finger looks much better now. Jane wondered if the flower extract had anything to do with the little finger acting up; its color was mildly dark compared to the middle finger’s original dark blue appearance. But if the powder affected the little finger, why hadn’t it also bothered the middle finger?

(I asked Jane if she wanted to have a session, since I couldn’t think of anything else to do or say. She agreed, but I wasn’t sure if she could compose herself enough to bring it off. I got the notebook and my pens.)

(8:35.) In such cases Ruburt of course looks for even more assurances, and feels somewhat isolated under those conditions. (Long pause.) Massage and warm water is of benefit—but of greatest benefit of course is the trust in the body’s processes, for then many healing procedures can continue, while fear of course slows down their effects. But you have both done well with the episode.

(8:40 PM. “Boy, I could tell those lapses were really long,” Jane said. She’d dozed several times. Once she’d spoken a few unintelligible sentences while doing so. “Funny,” she said, “but I could tell at the end that he could say a lot more about those lapses.”

(It’s Sunday morning as I type this. Jane’s little finger is slightly darker than last night, but still nowhere hear as dark as her middle finger had been.)