“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(I didn’t tell Jane about the dream. I haven’t made any effort to record dreams since her illness, simply not focusing on that activity. I’ve recalled portions of some very vivid dreams, also involving my parents, but haven’t spontaneously remembered them in full detail as I usually do.

(I had to go food shopping this afternoon, and while I was out Kenneth Wrigley called from Dr. Sonsire’s office. He asked about Jane’s condition, and said that in a month or so the ulcer on Jane’s coccyx might have to be surgically closed if it didn’t do so on its own. The last thing we needed to hear. Jane didn’t appear to be upset by the call, though—perhaps because of what we’d learned about medical methods by now. The cost of that little operation would also probably be astronomical—well over a thousand dollars, I’d say at a guess, so in light of the present bill from St. Joseph’s I doubt if we’d opt for it anyhow. We plan to make some comments on costs when next we see Dr. K., or whomever, anyhow, now that we’ve been burned a few times.

(As I wrote these notes Jane kept leaning to her left in her chair and lapsing into sleep. I called her several times. “Well, I’ll see what I can do....” Then in a fairly good voice, but with pauses:)

I am aware of these lapses. They have to do with the utilization of energy. They rather come in patterns, and usually (underlined) signify that the body is ready for some additional thyroid medication in that framework you have set up for it. (Long pause.) It also allows for a certain necessary relaxation, however. For now, some return to the vitamins will be helpful, because of Ruburt’s beliefs—but helpful nevertheless. The ones advertised to combat stress in particular can at this time act as certain cushions. Ruburt should make an effort to follow through on whatever suggestions I give, for they are meant to facilitate his good spirits and recovery. He is recovering. Now we bid you a fond good evening —but remember those suggestions I mentioned earlier, for Ruburt can really utilize them now. End of visit—no bill need be expected (with more humor).