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(3:20. Jane began reading yesterday’s session. She did much better than she has been doing lately, but still not too well. She finished at 3:42. “My eyes felt strained.” They weren’t as red today, however.

The cells, the tissues, and the organs “expect” to grow, following their own natures. They expect that they will develop all of their capabilities. They do not think in terms of impediments, and when one is encountered they simply regard it as a challenge to be overcome, and then forgotten.

(“Why do you think the fund idea came along at this time?” I asked Jane.

Any new events brings with it new probabilities—and since you are now on a favorable road of probabilities those doors that open will also be advantageous. Do you follow my meaning?

I spoke of such matters somewhat today, when I said that often people worry that the worst, rather than the best events will happen. Do you follow me now?

(7:12 PM. I was glad I’d stayed. Jane had a cigarette while I packed my stuff to leave. Unexpectedly, I’d stumbled across several questions. Above all, I didn’t want the fund idea, say, to lead to complications with the insurance deal, I told Jane, or perhaps to lead to a failure of a settlement there. That is, I didn’t want to desert the insurance angle; I felt we were owed something there. I knew full well that new events brought in new probabilities. This morning while working on the letter to Maude Cardwell, I guess I’d blithely took it for granted that the fund idea might supplement any insurance benefits. But then after supper, as I talked with Seth, I found myself wondering whether the fund thing would cause enough of a change in our probabilities to perhaps negate the insurance settlement, whatever it might be. I do have faith that we’ll be treated fairly. I want to note that I have faith that all will work out, that I’m not running from one hope to another while deserting previous ones.)