“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(I’m sure my improved attitude resulted from the last two sessions—plus other recent ones—but I have resolved anew that I must simply concentrate upon my creative work each day, see Jane and help her as much as I can, and spare my body consciousness the needless stress of worrying about the future. I must let the rest of the world go its own way. This doesn’t mean that I make believe we have no challenges, but that I for one refuse to dwell upon them, so as to not draw forth unwanted probabilities. I have also renewed my faith and expectations that Jane and I will get what we want. When I find myself beginning to worry about some hassle, I deliberately turn my mind away. It’s ultimately the only way I can function creatively on a day-by-day basis. Knowing that relieves me of spending my valuable time in adversarial positions and activities. This all means, obviously, that we do need help from others—whether they be lawyers, doctors, nurses, publishers, or whatever, and this way we stay in contact with the rest of our world.

(I wrote the above material after Jane had lunch, and read it to her at once. She had a good night and morning, with some new motions in hydro. When I got to 330 she was having spasms in her inner thigh and buttock muscles—those areas I’d noticed being so tight yesterday. They often happen when she moves her left arm, she said—the two sort of working in tandem. I said it seems the legs are on their way to clearing themselves more—that the jerky motions result from unused muscles trying to get back into the rhythm of everyday motion. I asked Jane to be sure to not inhibit or turn off the spasms, or tighten up out of fear that something was wrong.

(3:22. She had a cigarette while I worked on mail. I’d also said I wanted to go over the last two sessions with her, plus some older ones.)

The notes that you read to Ruburt, the handwritten ones, are excellent. It would be a good idea, however, for the two of you to review several sessions. We were beginning to explain some new points about probabilities, as you surmised.