“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(“Sometimes,” I said as I talked with Jane after she’d had her lunch, “I feel like just saying the hell with it all and waiting ‘till something happens—‘till someone gets on us for money, or something—and then turning the whole thing over to Pete if necessary.” Jane agreed. But then, isn’t that what we’re doing now, in a way? I really meant, of course, that I’d forget the whole mess in the meantime. Well, that would tie in with Seth’s own material, in a fashion, and I was coming around more and more to thinking that it could save our lives.

(Even now, I was sure that yesterday’s session had helped me moderate my own reactions to the latest events—and that was good, I told Jane.

(I took the lunch tray out to the cart after Jane was finished, and met Marilyn Sullivan, who introduced herself to me. Social services. Talked to her on the phone the other day about the interview with Jane yesterday. Am to meet her in her office Friday at 2:30 PM. She didn’t say what for, nor did I ask. I’d told Pete that I’d spoken with Kathleen Murdock—I think.

(4:00. LuAnn—eye drops. Christina Woloschin is raising hell out in the hall, around the corner. No one knows what her trouble is. At lunch time Alexandra, the Russian cleaning lady I made friends with in rehab, was in Christina’s room speaking Russian with her. It turned out that part of Christina’s trouble was that as she sat in her room with no lights on, she thought she was in prison. She was afraid of her dark room.

(After our usual nightly routine of turning, massage, nap and supper—the tray was late—and prayer, I read the session for tonight to Jane. As I did so she showed me a new motion with her right arm: now she could lift it higher from the shoulder as she lay on her back, and then reach farther across her body and up toward her left shoulder—something she hasn’t been able to do before today. Another advance, Jane. She’d mentioned feeling changes in the right arm a couple of times earlier this afternoon. This implies changes in the shoulder connection with the right arm, as well as in the elbow.

(I should add that yesterday and today have been very cold in our area, though today is a bit warmer than yesterday and the night before when the temperature was around zero degrees, I believe. The cold seems to hamper everything else one wants to do, or feel. The temp is supposed to warm up considerably before the week is out.