“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(“Sometimes,” I said as I talked with Jane after she’d had her lunch, “I feel like just saying the hell with it all and waiting ‘till something happens—‘till someone gets on us for money, or something—and then turning the whole thing over to Pete if necessary.” Jane agreed. But then, isn’t that what we’re doing now, in a way? I really meant, of course, that I’d forget the whole mess in the meantime. Well, that would tie in with Seth’s own material, in a fashion, and I was coming around more and more to thinking that it could save our lives.

(I took the lunch tray out to the cart after Jane was finished, and met Marilyn Sullivan, who introduced herself to me. Social services. Talked to her on the phone the other day about the interview with Jane yesterday. Am to meet her in her office Friday at 2:30 PM. She didn’t say what for, nor did I ask. I’d told Pete that I’d spoken with Kathleen Murdock—I think.

(4:00. LuAnn—eye drops. Christina Woloschin is raising hell out in the hall, around the corner. No one knows what her trouble is. At lunch time Alexandra, the Russian cleaning lady I made friends with in rehab, was in Christina’s room speaking Russian with her. It turned out that part of Christina’s trouble was that as she sat in her room with no lights on, she thought she was in prison. She was afraid of her dark room.