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(Because I was impatient after breakfast this morning I called Pete Harpending’s office at 8:30. He wasn’t in. I left a message, and he called fifteen minutes later. I explained the insurance situation to him. Pete said that few such cases go to litigation—which surprised me a bit. In his own experience, he’s handled only one such case. I gave him the names and phone number of Kathy Hagen, the Blue Cross supervisor who had seemingly turned down our major medical claim, and read to him the statement as to why that Andrew Fife had given me yesterday afternoon. Then I gave Pete Mary Krebs’s phone number, in Utilization Review at the hospital; she determines the level of patient care, reviews medical records, etc. Pete said he’d call back.

(3:43. Jane did some motions with her head and shoulders left leg and hip. Noises, not violent. I rubbed several spots on her neck, forehead and the crown of her head, and she responded with strong motions of her head then. They left her breathless, she said. Grunts and groans. Left foot moved more.

(I didn’t have time to go into it today, but Seth’s material reminded me anew that I know my own mother had managed to make me afraid of certain areas of life—that as I grew up, then left home and had to manipulate in the world, I became quite aware that I’d acquired certain fears or inhibitions. It’s a long story and I don’t intend to go into it here; I just wanted to insert this note as a reminder.

(“I meant to tell you,” Jane said now, “that my left arm is getting softer, too. I think changes are occurring in the knuckle nodes on the backs of my hands, too....” Which reminded me that I’d applied the Remedy Rescue Cream earlier today.