“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(A monthly chart lay on Andrew’s desk, and I read it upside down. Jane’s name was on the first page. We are due around $50,000 from the insurance company now on the major medical claim, but according to the chart, we’ll owe but $3,501.54 of that amount. Andrew didn’t discuss it with me. He tried to call Syracuse but the line was busy. He’s to talk to them and let me know what he finds out. The search goes on. I’m keeping Seth’s information about bureaucratic bungling in mind, I told Jane; it appears that he is quite right.

(“What I mean is,” I said, “I think he’s saying something new about you. I may be jumping the gun—but it’s giving me a slightly different picture of you.”

(4:35. “I don’t know,” Jane said. “Give me a cigarette. Maybe it’s an outgrowth of something I said to Debbie the other night. Oh—leave me eight bucks, will you? I’ll have Debbie pick up some small thing—I don’t even know if she’s coming tonight—”

The messages are so general that they could refer to any number of people. These postcard messages usually bear the stylized (long pause) versions of reality that are sent out by various religions or organizations. Each person is born, however, with his or her—let me correct that—each person is born there with a private natural religion—one that rises from the springs of the individual psyche, and one that provides an easy, custom-made method of dealing with inner and outer reality. It is important, therefore, that such persons rediscover their natural heritage, and put themselves in touch once more with this inner, natural “religion.” End of session.

(The supper tray came. It was time for me to turn her on her left side. “Now my foot’s going, and stuff,” Jane said, as soon as I mentioned turning her. I was very pleased to see her “branching out,” so to speak, with the session material, even though it still was applied to her for the most part.