1 result for (book:tps6 AND heading:"jane s note may 2 1981" AND stemmed:awaken)
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anyhow
angered
stretching
awaken
till
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Then suddenly—I felt myself on bedroom floor, again not normally stretched but higher than in previous 2 episodes, trying to talk; felt support on floor. Checked it, so delighted I wanted to be sure. Call R. who I believe to be in writing room. He doesn’t answer. I don’t shout, don’t want to startle myself, but determined to show R—and to walk, maybe half across room. His voice says he’s busy.... and just then, as I’m irritably aware of his reply, I realize I’m in bed and so is he. Snap to; awaken; have cigarette and aspirin.
Sleep great rest of night till near morning when I believe I had a session last night for the couple who visited and I am aware of some feelings about the sessions that have angered me since the beginning. I know what they are but lose them when I awaken, left with feeling of anger (and energy) that I try to actively pursue.
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