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▼ TPS6 Jane’s Notes July 17-19, 1981 1/16 (6%) pleasure prowling fans Longwell phone
– The Personal Sessions: Book 6 of The Deleted Seth Material
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– Jane’s Notes July 17-19, 1981 “The Weekend”

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Sunday AM it was nearly raining. Rob fixed my hair. Still no Frank Longwell, but that afternoon I suddenly wrote one poem and began another that fascinated me. Was it somehow already translated Sumari? Connected with the Speakers Manuscript, maybe with some other material I’d been getting lately? And I kept scribbling The Pleasure Principle in my small notebook. What did that mean? In the bedroom for a nap I did another verse of the poem and suddenly understood that physically I’d gotten in the habit of identifying myself with pain instead of pleasure. So obvious once I realized it, but the insight made several issues clear at once.

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