“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(We had a Seth session for me last PM. Early this morning I awakened, quite sore, and with the vague memory of a dream. It involved a cold unwelcoming room which represented I think the reception of my work or writing. There were things I could do to rectify this though; and in the dream I did this, and awakened....a card table was involved somehow.

(Seth’s session may have been in my mind. Anyhow I got the following thoughts at once: that when we were in Oswego so many years ago visiting Instream at the university I discovered that.... my experiences put me outside the pale; on the other side of the fence from, say, the academic circles that I’d so respected; that my experience with other people was going to be vastly different; I thought I was looking for truth, but I’d be one of those under suspicion because of the kind of person into which I’d developed.... This meant.... I’d need protection, some distance from the world.... I’d thought such things before but this was full of emotion.... [Also see healing dream later in the day].... I began to doubt myself, feeling that my natural leanings would lead me into areas considered suspect by others; that instead of rewards, there would be tinges at least of dishonor. (The rewards are considerable though, I admit.)