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(Long pause at 9:05.) He is presently encountering that kind of feeling, uncovering the reasons for it, and trying to recapture in a way the very young innocent self’s sense of faith. That faith existed even before churchly doctrine was imposed over it. He is trying to uncover his own natural faith. That attempt, of course, brings him into conflict with whatever doubts still stand in his way.
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(Long pause at 9:13.) I know how to quicken the impetus of the psyche. To give it a gentle nudge in the proper direction, to insert a hint of reassurance, and with this session that is my intent. (Pause.) The Sinful Self’s material serves as a small psychic source at the moment: that is, he still reacts to it. And the same material may appear from different viewpoints. There are several lines of a poem and a few of the notes, untyped, that should be also typed at the same time—but he is pulling such issues together.
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(Long pause at 9:23.) A belief in a “God who provides,” by whatever name, is indeed a psychological requirement for the good health of the body and mind. Ruburt did not want to face such issues. (Long pause.) He felt that they opened the door to all of organized religion’s psychological quicksand of emotionalism. The Sinful Self material is doing its work, opening the necessary doorways of desire and intent. When Ruburt has typed those small later poems, the path will seem much clearer to him. (Long pause.) The innocent self is being uncovered.
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