“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(And by 8:22 she was feeling Seth around. Her whole body was still changing. “The legs have been changing completely—I guess I didn’t tell you—both knees have sensations,” she said. “I can feel them when I walk, and that scares me. My hips and shoulders, and the feeling of moving in the right hip, on top....” But she hasn’t had the shooting sensations to any degree like she had since I rubbed her legs in the middle of the night two nights ago. She’s been much more comfortable.

(Long pause at 9:32.) Worse, its questions were largely ignored, so that its panic grew. Another portion of the self seemed to be initiating an entirely different system of reality, in complete opposition to that early background, and the Sinful Self was bound to react with some alarm. It is already beginning to change its views. It wanted the communication to begin with. In the meantime Ruburt felt—because of those beliefs—to some extent now, I am simplifying —that he could not do enough, produce enough, help himself or others enough, that he could not satisfy you enough in many areas, because he felt he was so flawed to begin with, therefore he did not deserve love, and would have to work for it, or plead for it.