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(This noon Jane and I signed our wills, with, naturally, Bill Danaher and his wife as witnesses. While they were here, we received a call from Tam’s secretary, Nancy, who told us that she’d just mailed special delivery Tam’s corrected version of the letter to Ariston that I’d sent him on Monday. It’s Thursday night as I type these notes, and the letter hasn’t arrived yet. I hope to be through with the Ariston affair over the coming weekend, then.

Now. The stretching muscles are sore, but this will quickly vanish—but that soreness is a healthy sign, representing greater leg action. I never want to overemphasize any of your attitudes, but Ruburt has become so used to not trusting the body that even such signs of healing can upset him.

He does, indeed, and he wants to walk, by the way—but he does not want to waste his time. Not being fully mobile has given him a built-in excuse to avoid distractions. You both thought of anything not work as distraction. In a fashion the symptoms are a result of overorganization—the distrust of impulses not specifically related to writing time. His writing itself is impulsive, and encouraging impulses of any kind will automatically lead to his impulses to write, and the quick, clear nature of his inspiration. The two do go hand in hand.