“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

When Ruburt allows his body to relax, it uses the opportunity while it has it, so that the relaxation seems exaggerated. It is most beneficial, however. If he really trusted it this evening, he would simply have had a change of plan, and held our session tomorrow. But then he worried that perhaps he might not get all of the material tomorrow, so it is a matter of learning to trust yourself (with some gentle humor).

He has been doing exceedingly well, for him, in that regard, following impulses to houseclean and so forth—trusting the entire shape of his nature. He simply then for a while bumped into some of the old beliefs again, worried that his impulses would not lead him to write sufficiently. That kind of temporary concern can be expected now and then. It is simply a matter of remembering the new framework of beliefs, and trusting that your impulses are leading in the proper direction.

He has been getting up in the night because his body wants to exert itself fairly regularly, at this period of time. His creative abilities have not deserted him, but it is that fear that they will if they are not consciously, persistently exerted that bothers him.

You do not need to force yourselves to be creative. In Ruburt’s natural, quite periodic rhythm of creativity, he writes rather steadily, exuberantly, and inspired. That is how he operates naturally. In between, he needs variety, change, rest. He is regenerating, and those periods are also natural, and act to increase the creative “periods” of obvious daily production. The creative self is always creating, and it does its best when it is simply trusted. Then it surfaces with its productions. Period.

With Ruburt rising in the night, sometimes you vaguely worried whether or not he could navigate properly and sometimes when you are out of the house you also wonder: is he safe alone? Your dream brought your fears to the surface of your mind, and when those fears became conscious both of you determined to show yourselves that Ruburt was indeed safe and protected. Period.