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DELETED SESSION
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(This is the first session we’ve had since March 6. I think Jane held it only because I haven’t been feeling well for several weeks. She’s only now really recovering from the cold she picked up from RW early last month; and somehow she also got off the track of the sessions.
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(A hard, refreshing spring rain, with thunder and lightning, was drumming against the house as we sat for the session. Very invigorating, to coin a phrase. It was warm. As I’ve told Jane several times lately, the renewing rain reminded me once again of the wonders of nature, and I thought once again of living a natural life outdoors in the environment of woods and elements, summer and winter. Maybe I did this in one life or another. But I often feel such stirrings on my late night walks on the hilly, shadowed streets neighboring our own Pinnacle Road.
(Jane was quite nervous before the session, as she usually is after a layoff.)
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(9:45. “Oh. I’m so glad I’m back on the sessions,” Jane said. “I get nervous as shit when I’m away from them—more than a week or so, I mean. But I just didn’t feel good....” I told her the session was excellent indeed. Resume at 9:50.)
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Try to remember—and Ruburt too—a sense of freedom in your creativity. Have Ruburt play with his ideas and with the ideas in my book, and not overstress this idea of responsibility, particularly as far as my books are concerned. The book sessions should indeed be fun, even as children have fun with their creativity.
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Simply a suggestion, since you have been so concerned at times with that young man’s abilities. End of session.
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(10:20 PM. “Okay, Bob, I’m making a statement of intentions,” Jane said as soon as she was out of trance. “I’m back to the sessions. I was nervous before this one, and I’ll ready the last book session before next Monday....”
(It’s Friday evening as I finish typing this session. Yesterday I felt better—with the session half typed—than I have for some time. I also painted better. Today I felt almost as good, but reminded of the session content, which always helped. I also began finishing a painting with a new and free determination, working much more easily than I had been doing. I think the results may be good, and certainly they point the way toward what I want to accomplish with my “portraits.” I feel quite good about the painting endeavor now, and will try to keep things in balance.
(I think the session is brilliant. Jane needn’t have worried.)
