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DELETED SESSION

(Before the session I burdened Jane again with my hassles about my side and groin. I’d felt somewhat better after Seth’s information about those portions of my anatomy in the deleted part of the last session, the 846th, for the previous Wednesday. The feelings hadn’t cleared up sufficiently, though, and today they had been especially bothersome. I was really uncomfortable by session time, I told Jane. She listened with a worried air. She didn’t say a great deal, except that she’d try to get herself in a quiet mood in order to have the session, and hope Seth could help. I was personally quietly disgusted by the whole affair, and told her I’d cheerfully dispense with whatever was causing the upset, lest it turn into a chronic physical inconvenience. I also said I thought the whole thing was in my head.

In your case, I meant to mention (in the last session) that the time of taxes has some involvement with your difficulties, for reason tells you they must be paid, while your emotions are resentful. You are not sure whether your creative work will “pay off”—that is, whether you will be adding to the financial kitty. Hence your dilemma as to what projects you should do or not do.

(10:25. We thought the session was over at this point, but Seth did return a minute later for a little more material related to the body of tonight’s session. End then at 10:29 PM.

(However, I did feel better by session’s end. I went for a walk near midnight, slept well, and have had a better day today. The feelings linger, though in a much subdued form. I talked with our tax man, Jack Joyce, on the telephone today; we may get our forms Thursday. I want to pay the taxes by Friday to get free of them, and to see if this act helps set me free. I think that because of the Easter weekend coming up, an extension of the tax-paying deadline until next Tuesday the 17th is permissible, but I don’t want to wait that long.