1 result for (book:tps5 AND heading:"delet session april 18 1979" AND stemmed:afraid)
4/46 (9%)
soda
contemplation
Maalox
stomach
disapprove
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(1. My side/groin area bothers because I’m afraid it’ll cost money to get sick. I equate money for medical expenses with money for taxes.
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(3. My side hurts because I’m afraid Volume 2 of “Unknown” Reality won’t be appreciated.
(My side hurts because I’m afraid all of Jane’s work won’t be—and isn’t—appreciated. Through My Eyes isn’t involved—my projected biography.
[... 25 paragraphs ...]
That dislike, as much as anything, made you unwilling to do what is required to be a selling artist. You felt differently about commercial work. You have always had the sex roles to contend with in society to some degree. All of this did help contribute to Ruburt’s symptoms, particularly in the beginning. He was afraid you would be jealous, that others would say he dominated you, and to some extent both of you felt the symptoms helped you save face in society.
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