“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Ruburt’s desire to walk properly and see normally is his own, yet it is also the desire of that greater nature from which his existence springs. He is beginning to release that desire, after being afraid of doing so for fear that his full attempts would not work. In your present circumstances, it was more or less inevitable, generally speaking, that when he began to release that desire, the fears that had earlier impeded its release would also come to the fore.

Ruburt almost every day speaks of a muscle releasing here or there, a new motion, however slight. He reports feelings of certainty, yet overall you have a tendency, shall I say (with irony) not to focus upon those new significances, those new coincidences, for you think still “in terms of the evidence.” Yet now in so doing you are not being true to the evidence.

You certainly know consciously the importance of those significant clues, or the body’s reasoning or processes. It is not releasing itself with no purpose. It is a meaningful universe. Almost all of your doubts come directly to that point. Either that or you doubt your ability to impress the universe.

You have agreed that Framework 2 exists, that it is helpful. Your faith has been achieved on that point. Ruburt fears at times he cannot impress Framework 2 properly, and becomes impatient with himself. Your faith is not secure there either. You have, however, the clues, and again, begin to organize your reality along those lines—to take each release or new motion, however small, as one part of the puzzle that is falling into place, in line with the greater pattern.