“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(As we sat for tonight’s session we made two important connections; 1. When the refrigerator turned itself off I expressed relief at the sudden quiet. But Jane said the silence bothered her—the kind of remark I’ve always heard her make. Then she said that as a young child she was always uneasy at home when it was too quiet—that those were the times when she worried about what her mother was up to. When Marie had been making noise, involved in noisy activities, Jane had felt much better, safer. 2. This insight led Jane to an obvious one neither of us had ever made before: that when she gets a letter in which the writer threatens suicide if Jane doesn’t help him or her, this is like Marie threatening the young Jane that she will commit suicide.)

(Along in here I had an insight as I wrote, no doubt triggered by Seth’s material. It was that although Jane’s eye condition might be caused by my delays with getting “Unknown” Reality to the public, another reason was also involved: namely, that she saw the revealing notes I did for “Unknown” as a threat also.)

(10:15. I told Jane about my insight, involving her eyes and “Unknown” Reality. She agreed. We’d finished with Volume 1 in early 1977—February, say, and she recalled that by March she’d started having eye trouble. But what’s the connection between eyes and the threat of exposure? I told her she didn’t have to answer the question now. It should be listed, though.