“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

To Ruburt it seemed that the lights switched off and on. This represented the switching off and on of his consciousness as it perceived usually restricted perceptions, then lost them.

Many of the students are embarrassed by Larry’s behavior, and his piercing laugh, but Ruburt recognizes the energy involved. Several things were operating. Ruburt was out-of-body, as he knows, and in that state he was perceiving the greater dimensions of the class event, and trying to correlate this with ordinary class perception. You were also out-of-body, but do not recall the situation.

As Ruburt looked out the window he was using all of his abilities, but he could not physically keep both events going at one time, or rather his awareness could not contain all of the perceptive information.

Then he realized that his body was sleeping. He wanted to “awaken” and record the experience, so he had the radio blare until [it] waked him. There is more, involving the doctor and the monkey. The monkey was not free, but on a leash —the psyche’s interpretation, in other terms, of material involving the class discussion about inoculations. The monkey was not free because it had been inoculated with diseased tissue, yet the doctor hoped to keep the disease in control, or leashed, through measured inoculations. Ruburt saw a real doctor and a real monkey because he wanted to bring home the point that living animals were then involved who were then diseased, and that real men conducted the experiments.

Then listen to me. Do not automatically comb his hair for him in the back, in the mornings. Have him try to do it himself. If he cannot, he should feel free to ask you to do so.

And this is important. Again, to some degree, you are each hypnotized by effects. It is highly important that Ruburt realize that his body can perform naturally. It will not automatically perform with utter ease. Time is involved. In that framework however his legs will now support his weight. The muscles can relax and lengthen. He can get up and down far easier physically. This is now possible—but he has not believed it, and to a lesser extent you have not.