“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He is becoming more aware of inner events, so as he dozed he felt inner manipulations that were physical but not physical. Difficult to explain, yet at levels “beneath” matter, incipient matter was being manipulated. Give us a moment.... At certain levels the “matter” of the body is “plastic.” Only at your level is it “relatively rigid.” Do you follow me?

The “inner” matter then was being released, remolded into better form. There is a connection of course between such inner manipulation and the actual physical body—so Ruburt felt physical sensation that was, however, not a part of what he thinks of as the body. It felt as if another body, oddly his, yet connected with the physical body—while not it—was being manipulated. Actually the body was being changed, but at a level beneath ordinary body awareness, at prematerial structure.

A few moments earlier he vaguely caught an image, as his mind, picking up inner information, translated it: he was being led to a physician’s office in the image. Actually at these other levels, a Sumari physician was helping him. His emotional response, vaguely, was quite legitimate. At last he was receiving some information and help from a level he had wondered about.

His dream work, again, is highly important and significant —not only for itself, but also because it represents his reliance upon the inner world of his being. And it was mistrust of that world, coupled with a mistrust of physical theories and alternatives, that partially caused his difficulties. He did not trust one world or the other.