“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The “inner” matter then was being released, remolded into better form. There is a connection of course between such inner manipulation and the actual physical body—so Ruburt felt physical sensation that was, however, not a part of what he thinks of as the body. It felt as if another body, oddly his, yet connected with the physical body—while not it—was being manipulated. Actually the body was being changed, but at a level beneath ordinary body awareness, at prematerial structure.

A few moments earlier he vaguely caught an image, as his mind, picking up inner information, translated it: he was being led to a physician’s office in the image. Actually at these other levels, a Sumari physician was helping him. His emotional response, vaguely, was quite legitimate. At last he was receiving some information and help from a level he had wondered about.

His dream work, again, is highly important and significant —not only for itself, but also because it represents his reliance upon the inner world of his being. And it was mistrust of that world, coupled with a mistrust of physical theories and alternatives, that partially caused his difficulties. He did not trust one world or the other.

Give us a moment.... He is being healed, but with conscious cooperation, and relying upon the fact that you form your reality—not, for example, by simply accepting another framework of belief—but his dealing with the nature of beliefs themselves, and this is an achievement. It also means that he is “working alone,” in that there is no other healer or physician or system. He is working intimately with subjective and objective experience, correlating dream events and physical life.

Calcification is quickly disappearing.... Give us a moment. (11:16.) While all of this is happening Ruburt continues to walk about. Yet the legs and entire body are being altered in the most profound of fashions. So the walk is momentarily uneven; sometimes more so than usual, as different muscles release, come into play newly after some time. This week, actually, the most profound changes of all are occurring. His reach will be good one day and poor the next as certain muscles are stronger than others, and new balances are being set up. At times the bones themselves are “softened.” Life and vitality is returning to a large number of previously hardened muscles. Other muscles had done double duty, so to speak, and “improper” postures were set up to maintain balance. These improper postures are being broken up.

Ruburt is more conscious of his body because of the constant changes, and that is in itself strange. So reassure him as per this session, and as much as possible have him concentrate upon other things.

Aspects is coming once again, and will lead, for example, to further developments. He will discover further correlations with his dreams and the wonderworks, and I will have other comments.