“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

When he saw that he could become a personality, and how willingly others would follow, he became aware of a new kind of responsibility. Your earlier experiments were private. No one was following in your footsteps. Give us a moment.... He also began to see two poles in society—one highly conventional, closed, in which he would appear as a charlatan; and another, yearning but gullible, willing to believe anything if only it offered hope, in which his activities would be misinterpreted, and to him, fraudulent.

There was a middle ground that he would have to make for himself. To do this he felt he needed to exert caution, to emphasize his own doubts in order to make a bridge to those intellectuals who doubted, and yet maintain some freedom and spontaneity in order to reach those at the other end.

This required manipulations most difficult for any personality, and a constant system of checks and balances. The intellectual doubters could identify with his doubts, and yet be inspired by his freedom. Those who were led by their hopes into gullibility could relate to his experiences—yet he would pull them back to “sanity” by his doubts. At the same time he would be expressing the unreconciled portions of his own nature.

There are energy blockages then, and discrepancies with Ruburt’s literal yet symbolic mind. “My energy can flow freely in those directions of my intent.” That should be underlined. Earlier Ruburt was afraid to say “My energy can flow freely,” for fear that would mean he would also have children. In line with “my intent” that is important. The suggestion should be given three times a day, in a series of three.