“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

This required manipulations most difficult for any personality, and a constant system of checks and balances. The intellectual doubters could identify with his doubts, and yet be inspired by his freedom. Those who were led by their hopes into gullibility could relate to his experiences—yet he would pull them back to “sanity” by his doubts. At the same time he would be expressing the unreconciled portions of his own nature.

(11:22.) He had little idea consciously of the strains involved. Unconsciously, and at certain levels of consciousness, he figured it was the best route, allowing him spontaneity plus control; in much of this you acquiesced for some time, having grown tired of playing the guardian to his spontaneity.

There are energy blockages then, and discrepancies with Ruburt’s literal yet symbolic mind. “My energy can flow freely in those directions of my intent.” That should be underlined. Earlier Ruburt was afraid to say “My energy can flow freely,” for fear that would mean he would also have children. In line with “my intent” that is important. The suggestion should be given three times a day, in a series of three.

The suggestion I gave is highly important, with the precise wording. He has been afraid to go ahead. He is not one to compromise, and compromise has caused the physical condition. There is no way out of it except for him to allow himself the freedom of his being. When he thinks he might try an out-of-body at a nap, have him tell you, and call him at a certain time. Assure him that you will not only approve his spontaneity in all areas, but also check his activities and monitor them. I will also. That is the end of the session for tonight.