“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

In his own way Ruburt has used symptoms as what he considered a safe framework in which to explore those areas he wanted to explore. While he experienced you, as given much earlier in the sessions, as cautionary and repressive, then he did not need the symptoms. He trusted you to set safe bounds on his spontaneity. This, he felt, relieved him of that “responsibility.”

You yourself were also not willing to face consciously certain possible consequences directly, for example—of television appearances; possibilities of fame, etc., and you were ambiguous in that regard. That ambiguity gave silent consent in many instances. The same applies to the telephone. It represents the world, outside influences. You do not want to be bothered. Neither does Ruburt. If you handle a call, he thinks you are doing him a favor. But in your contacts on the phone, as with your contacts with the world, that is considered Ruburt’s area, his thing.

There are energy blockages then, and discrepancies with Ruburt’s literal yet symbolic mind. “My energy can flow freely in those directions of my intent.” That should be underlined. Earlier Ruburt was afraid to say “My energy can flow freely,” for fear that would mean he would also have children. In line with “my intent” that is important. The suggestion should be given three times a day, in a series of three.