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(11:28.) For Ruburt.... Ruburt was used to his writing abilities, and he was used to subordinating his psychic abilities where they could be safely enough handled through the guise of art.

He decided to let those abilities emerge, yet he was not as sure of them, and did not know how to handle their dimensions. He knew that the stability of his personality was highly important. I emerged as a result of those abilities of his, in his terms; therefore what I said had to be questioned even while I was permitted to speak.

His psychic experience has grown and expanded, yet all the while controls were used. The controls served many purposes. They kept him writing, cut out distractions while he was learning. They also kept him from what he considered spiritual betrayals: he would not be a television personality, using his great powers of persuasion, until he knew what he was persuading people to do. At the same time he would be cutting out “temptations” to fritter away time, or to become a Kathryn Kuhlman. In his terms he felt alone, in that he felt he was upsetting all known knowledge, and without training working in the unknown. Since I was a part of that unknown, he could only trust me so far.

Give us time.... The psychic abilities are a basic part of his personality—bound to show themselves, as he was determined to express and use them. He has a fine intelligence. His psychic experience brought him into contact with much of the stupidity of mankind. The superstitions, horrendous beliefs and so forth, came to him through letters, and through the reading he began after his initial experience. These convinced him that utmost caution must be used as he advanced.

He was not able to express these feelings to you, however. He felt you would not understand them, for you valued his abilities so much that it seemed, by contrast, that he should profess no fears. It is a fact that fears were hidden, that caused body beliefs to operate.

The very fact that he realizes such fears and faces them is automatically releasing. He does trust me now. It is when he is on his own, so to speak, that he is worried. He does not have to be on his own, however. That separation was the result of his beliefs. For that matter, you look out for him in his out-of-body travels. Tell him that. Even though you are not consciously aware of the fact.