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(11:28.) For Ruburt.... Ruburt was used to his writing abilities, and he was used to subordinating his psychic abilities where they could be safely enough handled through the guise of art.

He decided to let those abilities emerge, yet he was not as sure of them, and did not know how to handle their dimensions. He knew that the stability of his personality was highly important. I emerged as a result of those abilities of his, in his terms; therefore what I said had to be questioned even while I was permitted to speak.

Give us time.... The psychic abilities are a basic part of his personality—bound to show themselves, as he was determined to express and use them. He has a fine intelligence. His psychic experience brought him into contact with much of the stupidity of mankind. The superstitions, horrendous beliefs and so forth, came to him through letters, and through the reading he began after his initial experience. These convinced him that utmost caution must be used as he advanced.

He was not able to express these feelings to you, however. He felt you would not understand them, for you valued his abilities so much that it seemed, by contrast, that he should profess no fears. It is a fact that fears were hidden, that caused body beliefs to operate.

Give us time.... He is indeed going in relatively unexplored realms. This takes courage. He has been dealing in many levels at once. In one he had to “prove” his mental stability, to his way of thinking. Since he is spontaneous, to him that meant appearing instead always calm, reasonable. On an inner level it meant, however, progressing slowly—probing the abilities, learning his way, while having a constant touch with the body, unpleasant or not, that would keep him physically oriented.

The body beliefs then grew up to answer that need. Because the inner fears were not recognized, no efforts were made to face them, challenge them, or conquer them. The fears, denied then, prevented him from further developing abilities and strengths that would automatically conquer the fears, and perceiving experiences that would prove the fears groundless.