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From Tuesday AM through Friday late afternoon—it seems that more or less constant softening and loosening of all moveable parts went on, particularly the gradual releasing of heavy ligament group in neck, right side. On two nights in bed, definite softening of very important muscles and ligaments from hips down back of legs, under knees; and also stomach muscles right side. Ankles also. Arm and shoulder areas softening, and I could reach further with my left arm. Only occasional difficulty reading and hardly any copying James; so that I worked up to an hour and a half probably. Friday AM in particular. I “smelled victory”, and found myself imagining how I’d write it all up. I didn’t walk as Seth suggested. I was just too hot but did make an effort not to sit too long; to go out on back porch, etc. Did do suggestions and try to return to the natural moment—though did forget that a few times. Felt quite ambitious Friday AM.

Friday afternoon and Saturday—As I worked on James, I massaged my head, which certainly seemed to help the neck and other areas. Took nap. On awakening could feel my eyes were bugging out and vision blurred some; Pat and Carroll came; I’m embarrassed to be seen walking as I do—worse Carroll comments on my eyes—throat—I’m mad at me and at her; instant poor mood, worry about eyes again—think worse things—make an effort to trust the physician within; tell myself to ignore negative suggestions—then return to natural data. It took me several hours unfortunately. But I had a good time Friday night with Gallaghers and slept well; and eyes did improve again. Saturday AM the parts of my body that had felt softer, were quite sore; knees and arms. My eyes were fair. I went out because I thought I should; anyhow later, the parts stopped being sore; and walking there was another difference as if I were trying to swing some from side to side the way you should; felt some ambitious, cleaned bathroom a bit....