1 result for (book:tps3 AND heading:"jane s note thanksgiv morn 1975" AND stemmed:was)
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cosmos
boldness
library
supercautious
heroic
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A great crazy pre-dawn—snowing like the dickens, wind blowing—and its thundering at the same time. Willy’s hiding under the blue chair or rather, just his head—his rear end is sticking out. Its gone from 36 to 34 degrees according to the radio in the two hours I’ve been up—I’d think it was too warm to snow.
I thought I had a few ideas to jot down, now I’ve nearly forgotten what they were. Something about my personal purposes—what I’m trying to do.... reconcile a seemingly impersonal cosmos with man’s intimate nature? Trying to find where man and cosmos merge? Trying to find man’s personal path as a species in the cosmos, rather than just as a species on the earth; this presupposes that I find my own personal path within that cosmos; and where I’ve been bold in certain respects—with Rob’s help it also seems to me that I’ve been supercautious; in perhaps too many instances. This MAY result in spurts of fairly great rhythm of such things. I’d say that I could use my abilities far more fully even in those areas already being explored—Seth, the library, Sumari, etc., even if I wanted to leave other areas alone (seances, etc.). A greater boldness might also be therapeutic—and I certainly know I can count on Rob. His suggestion I try to go into the library—(yesterday) probably was responsible for the Seth-in-library thing tonight. This was I think the first time I’ve seen Seth’s image that clearly; though once in a session I think I did.
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What might be best for me now is.... to finish my book, start up a definite dream schedule, that is, two or three scheduled long naps plus suggestions as I used to do for various kinds of out-of-bodies and dream states; a session a week as of now with the dream work perhaps making up for the second session we don’t have; and painting. Maybe just the permissiveness is a sign of loosening checks and balances that have had physical reflections—not just because of psychic work per se—but because I haven’t learned to trust the self I was working with....
