“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

A great many people belong to that world. Even intelligent men and women, some original thinkers, depend upon more or less organized procedures and recognized channels, through which communications with others like them are made. These are, for example, the psychological societies, the medical or scientific groups in which people who share common interests and backgrounds have a meeting place.

To some extent you are unable to explain the secret nature of your own painting. You refuse to use it as collateral. Not only that, but your paintings are not an attempt to communicate with the world, or to get anything from it. You think you should—that is, you think you should sell your paintings, or make some effort in that direction. Instead they are communications between yourself and the universe, without the need, necessarily, that others approve or disapprove, or see or not see. In your writing, however, you want to communicate.

Ruburt’s work straddles all these issues—that is, it involves all of them at different times. Your stomach problem is basically the result of your feelings about what you consider to be a lack of communication, a blocking of your natural love. From your background, regardless of your intellectual beliefs, now, you learned to mask your expressions of love or exuberance, lest they be misunderstood. You learned to express love through worry or concern.