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▼ TPS3 Deleted Session December 17, 1973 3/68 (4%) symptoms Picasso price extraordinary isolation
– The Personal Sessions: Book 3 of The Deleted Seth Material
– © 2016 Laurel Davies-Butts
– Deleted Session December 17, 1973 9:27 PM Monday

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(Added conflict when: it looks like I’m getting worse and I get scared; when I’m really improving and get scared, when I feel inferior in stores—the other side of the coin and that keeps me from going out more as it’s supposed to; when I feel I look lousy or see myself naked.

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6. Now I feel I should be working at Aspects instead of poetry... I put up with that conflict and do poetry anyhow now and then; sloppy thinking in here and feel Tam won’t really go for poetry.

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9. Yet R.’s work as painter may be greater than either of us know, so on the other hand I feel he should hang onto them, rather than scatter his work, put them in one large room—bedroom?—to show them off well and sell them at high prices; he doesn’t sell many now anyhow and his prices may reflect his ideas of art value in society. Is there a correlation between my conflict between poetry and book contracted for, and Rob’s attitude toward art and money?

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