“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He thinks “I must be wrong. If Jane didn’t want to talk she would have said so,” for Frank is not used to trusting his own intuitions. People are not that easily hurt by honesty. Your beliefs make it very difficult for you to achieve your solitude. While you desire it and feel it necessary, you also to some extent are afraid of it, lest it cut you off too much from your fellows.

Your time will now shortly be your own. You must manage it with conscious decisions, even if you go on trial basis with different methods, working toward what suits you best. It is not the method you latch upon that is important, but that you insist upon making conscious decisions, and taking conscious control of your time. In the past you felt and believed that this was not possible, and so your attempts failed, largely because you were afraid—overly afraid —of hurting other peoples’ feelings, and somewhat afraid that your desire for solitude would cut you off too much from others.

If you arrange for your own work times, and those times are adequate, you will have peace of mind. Then your natural desire also to see other people will propel you, again quite naturally, to make suitable arrangements that will then be most fruitful.

You live through desire, and behind all desire there is love—love of being what you are, and love of being part of the fabric of existence that you know.

The body changes constantly, and there are rhythms of the soul, so that some people die young. Their desire is no longer with the earth. Others live to an old age. Now your desire has ebbed and flowed through psychic deaths and births. You have changed individually and jointly far more than you realize.