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When you were a boy and went off by yourself to draw, your mother often acted rejected. She was pleased—with your talent, per se, but she was jealous of you. At times you felt as a child that painting, or rather drawing, hurt her, and that also she might retaliate by withholding her support in other areas. You also used the drawing and your talent to some degree as a method of exerting your own independence from her oftentimes smothering love. You were told in so many words that it was selfish of you to spend so much time by yourself, for often even when you were with Loren (my younger brother), for example, you carried a circle of your own intent about you.

My suggestions in that area, as per Fridays, were simply meant as an example. I was not suggesting each Friday, but some time set aside for sociality, not simply with the Gallaghers. You will not hurt their feelings either. See them twice a month. It does not matter whether you work all night, or so many hours a day, as long as you are satisfied.

Now driving, riding, is beneficial, for it artificially allows the eyes horizons of distance, and large areas of focus. He is not moving that fast bodily, but his eyes are newly accustomed to faster motion. Earlier, the eyes’ motion fit the bodily stance. He only looked downward when he walked. When he sat, he moved his entire head. The eyes, therefore, have become unsynchronized in that regard, and are learning more natural motion. He was not aware of the difference before.

The changing jaw pressures, the releasing of tension there, altered the sinuses and the ears. Those passages had become tight. He was used to that. All of this now is changing to a healthful condition. This is difficult to explain. Before, there was a sinus drainage backup or buildup, caused by tension. I will put this as simply as possible. That buildup, caused by tension, “caused crystallizations,” or deposits, that toughened the tissues. This was more or less equally deposited in the head area, and tissues of the face.

That equalized pressure meant that he could see, hear, and smell, though in a restricted fashion. Those deposits are disappearing. The eye puffiness is a transitory stage. The eyes’ watering is a way of ridding the body of those old deposits. The ear area clears, as he knows.