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Now these episodes begin and follow a rhythmic pattern, and Ruburt recognizes it. You begin to concentrate upon the negative (underlined three times) aspects of the news in the paper. This initiates such an episode. You go from that to the neighbors, the environment, Ruburt’s condition, and Prentice.

As you do, your behavior does change, and Ruburt there (underlined) is not projecting. You look at him on some (underlined) occasions—far less than in the past—with great impatience and disapproval, as far as his physical condition is concerned, so that he feels he would have greater dignity alone on his knees than trying to walk with you with that look in your eyes.

You are aware (underlined) of the good, but you do not concentrate upon it. You concentrate (underlined) upon the negative aspects.

Yours were freer, more constructive, and he finally understood this, so you helped him. You did not realize however that you projected also (underlined), that if he harbored resentments in one area you harbored them quite as stubbornly in another.