“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You set up strong barriers in those directions—these have been added to by concentration upon the problem, so you become involved in this vicious circle. You try harder to give up when you cannot try to give up. The overconcentration prevents you from doing what you say and feel you want to do.

You have created the problem in your own mind, of course, and reinforce it. The more you build up the necessity of having an orgasm, the more impossible it becomes.

You are a great help to your patients because then you allow your spontaneity full play. You use telepathy very well in discovering their feelings—you use your inner senses in perceiving their difficulties and intuitively you are aware of the problems and able to help them rise above them.

There is no reason why you cannot progress in your meditations either—the two are so intimately connected and you have equated them in a strange manner in your own mind. This again is the problem of trying too hard. You should use your own mantra—you resent using the mantras of others—the very fact that certain mantras are expected to bring you to a certain state of consciousness is precisely enough to make you decide that you will not go in that direction.

I am not saying that you identify as a male. I am not saying that you have problems in that regard. I am saying that the rebellious streak in your nature seems male to you.